Thursday, September 28, 2006

Celebrate Life..

Its a " wow" day.. and when we have "wow" days this is by far the best place to be in. A whopping 29 degrees C( that's whopping for us at this time of the year) with just a soothing sighing breeze.. and My God!... the people , what would anyplace be without its people..... happy ,smiling, warm, embracing people.
I'm now walking around with masked composure despite the congregation of butterflies in my tummy, doing cartwheels... Six of us are leaving tomorrow.... so its boxes , farewells , hugs , last minute snack lunches, no holes barred conversations with those whom I may or may not see again with revelations that sings sweetly to my ego . ... we make promises in good faith to keep in touch but who knows if we will. I certainly don't.
Strangely I'm not sad just a little over oxygenated but not sad... Another life or should I say another journey awaits.... and life.... well its here to be celebrated.. through sadness, sorrow , joy and grief, lost friends ,existing ones, and ones yet to come...

Ps: My emotions especially the negative ones have been temporarily ousted.The sun wins today.. :)

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Countdown...

All I know now is that whatever I do from hereon has to be for the right reasons. Its going to be lonesome that much I can tell for not many will understand why I do the things I want to do.... when I can simply do the things I am able to do.... why stepping out means more to me than stepping in.
If a free sprit lives within there comes a time to simply let it out....if not to roam as freely as nature intended then to roam within unseen boundaries.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Saving Face.

We are all striving to make points. ..and there is a point in everything we do or say regardless of its size or significance.

This includes the times you've made a point in the heat of the moment completely ruffled by unrestrained emotion... which started off as composed pearls of wisdom in your mind but sadly left your mouth as nothing more than a string of mumbo jumbo... best saved for the times you find yourself trying to impress your neighbour's baby.

So whether your points are Flashpoints ( ones made with aplomb for the big flashy appeal) or Dim points ( inarticulate ones which are seemingly senseless... almost always made in the flow of great emotion).... its a point.... and what's more if you believe in God then the bonus is someone or should I say "some form" is counting.... one with enough clout to see through flashy and understand Dim.

Now how can you discount any point simply because you can't see the point , discount it for other reasons yeah..because you have discerning rights maybe... but never because its pointless because it rarely is..

(This post is to justify those unfortunate moments when the lack of co- ordination between your brain and mouth leaves you utterly faceless .)
You can never get that moment back... but boy oh boy you can sure as hell try to justify it and if you can't then get yourself a decent lawyer who can... guaranteed to leave a healthy hole in your pocket but still leave you with some sort of face thereby maintaining a semblance of grace....